Friendship

People look at me and think its easy for me to make friends.

It isn't.Its hard for me to find someone i can fully trust and love. The past 27 years, i can actually count how many true friends I've made and hold a place in my heart.Through tough times or through times that we don't even contact each other...i must admit i am not the most forgiving person on earth but these friends have never hurt me to the extent that i had to make a choice of forgiving and forgetting.

For these few people....i say thank you for believing and loving me the way i am.
One of them is my hana....

Hana banana.... i love you for always being there. I miss you babe. i sometimes get so mad that you are not here when things are so down.when i need a shoulder to cry on....without you judging and criticizing me. For always being frank with me and giving your true opinion in life....
For never ever backstabbing me....even in the worst moments in life.

Today i felt friendless. I felt alone. I felt sick. I almost forgot you are still there my friend. And like always you come by with a thoughtful gesture...reminding me you are there even if you dah ada manuel...heheh

I take this opportunity to ask for your forgiveness if i have ever hurt your feelings...

I love you and miss you babe...

Sya

12 weeks

Its been a long time since ive had time to blog....awww...meant to put up daniels latest pictures ...tak terbuat...sorry darling...mama tak sempat...maybe tommorow...

apa cerita terbaru...let me see...well daniel behaviour lately has been oh so sakit kepala!!!...hes been throwing tantrums and so mudah merajuk..kekadang kesian jugak since i literaly have no energy to pujuk or play with him bila balik keje...penat okey...baby no 2 has not been nice to mama...my back rasa macam nak pecah...weight gain jangan ceritalaa...heheh..
abang long pun macam tau2 je hes goin to get an adik soon....sayang daniel..
mamas love takkan kurang kat daniel...jangan risau key darlin...

masalah bibik pun tak selesai2...hopefully we'll be gettin a new bibik next two week...i have two people to choose from..malas nak cerita panjang2...im so frustrated with the bibik issue...

on a lighter note...loan rumah dah setel...lawyer problem dah setel...cross fingers..we get to move in our new house before i give birth....will update later on cerita new house...

hmmm...theres another thing that seems to be bothering me....i don't think it happened during daniels pregnancy...ive been havin really weird and kinda funny dreams lately...last night was so kelakar i pun tersenyum bila woke up...hehehhe
i mimpi i knew mawi (yes boys and girls...the singer)...and he was gettin married...he called me up for some advise on wedding arrangements...wth!!..hehehe..
and the day before i mimpi i was thrown into a sungai which had really evil lookin fish swimminh in it...these fish was so-like-hello scary lookin....half fish and half ada kaki...swimming all around me...
sarah...ko ada tak mimpi2 nih....well at least my nights are more intersting...hahahah

anyway dah dekat nak maghrib..me want to go solat and lepak kat surau sebelum hubby sampai.....tak larat okey...missing my baby daniel...

cherios