Friendship

People look at me and think its easy for me to make friends.

It isn't.Its hard for me to find someone i can fully trust and love. The past 27 years, i can actually count how many true friends I've made and hold a place in my heart.Through tough times or through times that we don't even contact each other...i must admit i am not the most forgiving person on earth but these friends have never hurt me to the extent that i had to make a choice of forgiving and forgetting.

For these few people....i say thank you for believing and loving me the way i am.
One of them is my hana....

Hana banana.... i love you for always being there. I miss you babe. i sometimes get so mad that you are not here when things are so down.when i need a shoulder to cry on....without you judging and criticizing me. For always being frank with me and giving your true opinion in life....
For never ever backstabbing me....even in the worst moments in life.

Today i felt friendless. I felt alone. I felt sick. I almost forgot you are still there my friend. And like always you come by with a thoughtful gesture...reminding me you are there even if you dah ada manuel...heheh

I take this opportunity to ask for your forgiveness if i have ever hurt your feelings...

I love you and miss you babe...

Sya