thank you god for this little piece of heaven

I am always sceptical on how some people blog about food and give free advertisement for restaurant.....but somehow i must admit my lunch today was worth a post or two!!!!!!!!
im sure a lot of people already tried the food in Al Rawsha...I always go there but being on a diet i have never ordered any sort of rice...always kebab...shawarma etc2..
Tapi disebabkan sangat happy lunch tadi....i decided to give what i aways saw other people eating a go....
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my god...orgasm!!
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memg setappp okey......i can still feel the slightly salted smoked chicken melting of the bones dengan rice yang panjang2 itu...arghhhh...coupled with yogurt and sambal dia yang tak pedas tapi just right....heaven on earth..

i officially dub mandy chicken as my all time favourite food...

when you order this please couple with the soda malt drink...'baraben' or something like that...

wishful thinking

I wish I could take a break and think of nothing.
To have my freedom, and be myself.

Not to act
be happy by being me.
I wish people would hear my inner scream,
Shouting for someone to just understand,

To discover this gem I know I am.

I wish I could be surprised.
Something nice that I wasn't expecting.
A nice gesture or an act.

To get my mind of things, be appreciated.
A bunch of flowers, a small gift, a stupid bar of chocolate.

I wish I could be thought of. To not to have to feel insecure.
That I am always at the front of the line.
With someone always at my back.

Always first in one's mind.
Missed and loved and cherished.
I wish that I wasn't getting tired of everything.But I am...
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Random feelings

Parents of newly identified deaf and hard of hearing children go through the following standard stages of grief and acceptance:

1.Denial - Some parents may deny the fact their child has a hearing loss. Sometimes this stage manifests itself when parents insist that their child communicate orally or through sign language, when the child may be better suited to a different method of communication or learning.

2.Anxiety - Parents learn things like "the average deaf high school graduate reads at fourth grade level" and worry about their child's future academic abilities and employability. They worry that their child may not be able to communicate with hearing children in the neighborhood and have friends.

3.Depression - Some parents ask themselves, "Why us? why our child?"

4.Anger - Some parents think, "It's not fair! This is not fair to us or to our child! We/our child don't deserve this!"

5.Guilt - Parents may feel that their child's hearing loss is the result of something that they did, or did not do. For example, ear infections when untreated can cause hearing loss - but today doctors must make judgment calls on whether to prescribe antibiotics for ear infections because of the risks of antibiotic overuse.

6.Acceptance - Parents learn about deafness and hearing loss. They become acquainted with others in the deaf/hoh community, and see that their child can have a normal, fulfilling life. It becomes clear that their deaf or hoh child can have a good future as a productive adult regardless of the communication mode that is chosen, or how severe the child's hearing loss is.

It has been 4 years...Please Allah give me strenght to be in stage 6.