Congrats Sarah

Congrats Sarah!!!

Alhamdulillah ...baru baca blog sarah...saya sangat gembira...takleh berenti senyum sarah!!

Aku doakan hang dan babies semuanya selamat dan sihat Amin Ya rabb..insyaAllah kali ni aku g hospital...sebab aku confirm tak bersalin bulan 12 nih..hheheheh

muah...take good care of yourself tau..

Present for myself

Sorryla kalau post ni berunsur riak..tapi saya sangat gumbira....
i bought a big pressie for myself....jeng jeng jeng

Apple MacBook Air !!

hahahha..untuk bagi semangat studyyyyyyy..katanya( gelak evil!!!!!!!!!!)

ok okla

tadi bloghop pergi blog kak atie (ex senior aero)..dia diet!!

oklaa saya nak diet jugaklaa...i have to put my foot down..

sorry laa qisha..susu mama kalau kurang..ihik2...

Random Rants

This week to sum it up has been hell...Qisha was admitted to the hospital (yes:again),this time for urinary track infection. I know its common in babies to actually get UTI but together with asthma, the flu , fever, and vomiting combined together is not 'fun'.
Sheeshhhh...

Ok this morning i took the lrt to work, and being me in this new office (new ke..dah dekat setahun saya keje sini) wore frumpy jeans and Tshirt..heheh..every day i might add..kecuali kalau ada client meetings or traing..i havent worn high heels in a year!!! wakakaka..i LOVE this company...environment and all....my work life now is actually blissfully serene... well from the lrt station too rohas perkasa i terserempak dengan 3-4 people from ex-company..all tanya...(sambil tengok atas bawah) cuti ke hari ni...wakaka..yes i am that selebek...

pity though...its a new technology and during these bad times..sunny days are not forseen..

thats why..i suprised myself when i actually rejected a job offer (locally) this week...i have been job hunting these past months..just becoz i do not want to be next in line when the next 'bump' comes...last in first out laa kan..luckily the boss loves me enough that i actually survived two waves in a row....but yeah i know!!!the next wave will come...

ok ok back to the story..yes i rejected a job offer this week from a US company...which offered me a 5 figure salary tau tak!!!...why you ask..plain and simple...i do not have the time and energy to do it..the responsibility i shamefully admit in this point of time is wayyyyy to much..i have my studies, kids(read: sick kids) and family going on...and lepas solat istikarah and bincang with arif...its just a no-no...i can live without the extra 3000 ringgit for now...so please dream job..come my way soon...i want a job in the UK (permanent please)..why?...to school daniel there..no matter how much it pays..

ok time for lunch

daaaa...

Thank you mimi

This is an overdue post.

Thank you mimi for the 'chat' we had

I t means more to me than you think :)

Allah ade

I learn not tell people what your problems are.

Nobody will understand.

Simpan je sorang2..bukannya membantu pun tell people.

Takpe.

Allah ade.

bad news

received bad and 'not so suprising' but VERY worrying news yesterday.
i don't know why i am so relaxed..i need a backup plan fast.

Hari Ibu

hari ini hari ibu...pagi2 lagi saya dah call mama kat riyadh...:)..sayang sgt pada mama..having two children really makes me appreciate you more than anything...you are the best mommy ever...

bila dah petang sikit tengok arif buat derkkk jer....macam biasa sebab dah tau mamat saya sorang nih memang pelupa...'abang..hari nih hari ibu...taknak ucap kat ayang ke?!!'..tau dia jawab apa...

'bukeko abe keno ucap kat ma abe..daniel nge qisha laa kena ucap ko aye'

taktau nak gelak ke nak kecik hati...sadis betullaa kawin ngan orang bachok nih!

thank you god for this little piece of heaven

I am always sceptical on how some people blog about food and give free advertisement for restaurant.....but somehow i must admit my lunch today was worth a post or two!!!!!!!!
im sure a lot of people already tried the food in Al Rawsha...I always go there but being on a diet i have never ordered any sort of rice...always kebab...shawarma etc2..
Tapi disebabkan sangat happy lunch tadi....i decided to give what i aways saw other people eating a go....
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my god...orgasm!!
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memg setappp okey......i can still feel the slightly salted smoked chicken melting of the bones dengan rice yang panjang2 itu...arghhhh...coupled with yogurt and sambal dia yang tak pedas tapi just right....heaven on earth..

i officially dub mandy chicken as my all time favourite food...

when you order this please couple with the soda malt drink...'baraben' or something like that...

wishful thinking

I wish I could take a break and think of nothing.
To have my freedom, and be myself.

Not to act
be happy by being me.
I wish people would hear my inner scream,
Shouting for someone to just understand,

To discover this gem I know I am.

I wish I could be surprised.
Something nice that I wasn't expecting.
A nice gesture or an act.

To get my mind of things, be appreciated.
A bunch of flowers, a small gift, a stupid bar of chocolate.

I wish I could be thought of. To not to have to feel insecure.
That I am always at the front of the line.
With someone always at my back.

Always first in one's mind.
Missed and loved and cherished.
I wish that I wasn't getting tired of everything.But I am...
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Random feelings

Parents of newly identified deaf and hard of hearing children go through the following standard stages of grief and acceptance:

1.Denial - Some parents may deny the fact their child has a hearing loss. Sometimes this stage manifests itself when parents insist that their child communicate orally or through sign language, when the child may be better suited to a different method of communication or learning.

2.Anxiety - Parents learn things like "the average deaf high school graduate reads at fourth grade level" and worry about their child's future academic abilities and employability. They worry that their child may not be able to communicate with hearing children in the neighborhood and have friends.

3.Depression - Some parents ask themselves, "Why us? why our child?"

4.Anger - Some parents think, "It's not fair! This is not fair to us or to our child! We/our child don't deserve this!"

5.Guilt - Parents may feel that their child's hearing loss is the result of something that they did, or did not do. For example, ear infections when untreated can cause hearing loss - but today doctors must make judgment calls on whether to prescribe antibiotics for ear infections because of the risks of antibiotic overuse.

6.Acceptance - Parents learn about deafness and hearing loss. They become acquainted with others in the deaf/hoh community, and see that their child can have a normal, fulfilling life. It becomes clear that their deaf or hoh child can have a good future as a productive adult regardless of the communication mode that is chosen, or how severe the child's hearing loss is.

It has been 4 years...Please Allah give me strenght to be in stage 6.

Qisha Version 5.5

Heres the latest picture of qisya @ 5 months bersama tok ma die
Jap nak edisi perasan..sape2 nak muntah sila la ok.

Gamabr anak matsaleh ni sya selalu tengok masa pregnant dedulu

ada iras tak (read: minus the mata biru,kulit cekelat and hidung penyet)

ceh ada hati lagi nak iras...haha

Jumperoo mayday...

Dalam kesibukkan menyiapkan kerja...sempat jugak aku meroyan nak sesuatu..seriously..memang i admit sepanjang hidup nih banyak benda yang i nak..but this is to the max!!!!!!!!!arghh..

brought qisha suria klcc last weekend..masukkan die dalam this jumperoo..she was laughing like no tommorwo..seriously..i tak pernah tengok dia begitu excited and gedik...gelak sampai the whole floor datang ( read: exaggerate, tapi adala 15 orang berkumpul sik) datang tengok dia melompat2..

arghhh..i takder duit nak beli...arif taulaa mana suka mainan2 nih..membazir katanya..soooooooo tak setuju..contohnya...rocker yang cik hana belikan dulu...memang berbaloi...sampai sekarng qisha tidur and daniel tumpang duduk atas tuuuu...

bengong tak...!!!!anyone outthere yang kenal sesiapa yang nak jual second hand..please call me urgently!

sigh..sangat sedih dan meroyan..

ok..end of rant

ps: aku dah search high and low for someone yang nak let go of this thing on the internet... kalau sesiapa jumper cakap deh...

something to ponder on

"I could have annihilated all the jews, but i left some of them so the world would know why i killed them"

Adolf Hitler

sorry for the meaningless post but the statement speaks for itself !!

marriage

Marriage is like the show "Everybody Loves Raymond" minus the funny script.

I agree completely.

~me tensed~

why am i doing this to myself again?!

time?3 am...daniel is asleep..qisha is asleep (coughing)..arif is asleep.
what am i doing now?..report for work..

why am i doing this to myself again?!...havent i learned through experience?!

say it wiith me

work=money

family=life

me = stupid.

daniel oh daniel

Sungguh saya tak percaya...takk percaya apa you might ask me...well....

Yesterday hubby lambat sebab ada meeting...so yours truly balik dgn lrt & amik adik. Hubby lak amik daniel kat tadika...balik2 dua orang tu...i noticed daniel was holding a black wallet..

tanyalaa hubby sambil simpan EBM adik..wallet apa yang daniel pegang tu???you know what hubby answered....

"Oh...lupa nak cakap kat awak...anak awak ada girlfren...."

WTH?!...daniel then proudly.yes diulangi PROUDLY came to me..showed me what was inside the wallet.ada gambar anak dara sapa entah pakai baju tadika....and started kissing the picture...he then proceeded g kat adik dia...and kissed the picture in front of adik....

daniel with wallet

Wa laaa wei....rupa2nya..the girl in the picture (menurut cikgu tadika) gave the wallet with picture to daniel...they apparently are a couple in tadika!!!!

Daniel is by the way 3 YEARS OLD....he goes to tadika because dia kena buang dari taska (thats another posting on its own) and is the only 3 year old in tadika....my baby still wears diapers and minum susu from bottle...how the he** did he have time to ngorat..

humpphhh...should i be worried?????

Work and other stuff

Ok...Suddenly..I mean suddenly a lot (read: a lot) of things are happening in my life.

Kerja di ofis skang nih nampak gayanya semakin mencabar...heheh actually am glad sebab i like having a lot of work..masa berlalu dengan lebih pantas...and the sooner i get to see my babies !!

I baru terima panggilan dari U*M.....jeng jeng jeng..i have been selected to do a double masters in Petroleum Geoscience and Masters in Engineering in Applied Petroleum Geoscience for 2009 intake!.
The program is designed for working proffesional (read: ehem profesionals hehehe). There is but though..a big BUT....the second year of this program is held in ....Insti*ute T*chnology Bandu*g..and requires full time..28 credit hours (for the second year)hmmmm..i just went through the subjects...sangat best ok....its really within my field and career..i have been in and out of u*m for a year now...main tarik tali if i want to do my masters or not...i had it on hold when i found out i was pregnant with Qisha...now i have and official offer and finance to do it...i am blur...

Ok..another berita...lepas dah buat keputusan and politely rejecting an offer to work in Romania....i received a call last week from a head hunter..30 minutes later a call from Aberdeen. A phone interview with yours truly went pretty well if I say so myself...its one of those interviews where you instantly click with the interviewer...

Ok I have to get to work....curi tulang sekejap...oh tadi while i was lugging(is this a word)my bags.. a guy tegur i...dia kata..i don't get why women have to carry a lot of bags..i kinda got pissed...

WELL let me tell you mister...why women carry a lot of bags...
1)handbag- to put personal belongings such as phone and wallet
2)avent cooler sling bag- to put my breast pump and BM
3)orange PGCE laptop bagpack-my laptop
4)fitness first hand carry bag-my gym equipment

God forbid how many extra bags i have to carry if i decide to pursue my masters...

Arghh..you see the delema i am in??

Thank You Aunty Hana

Hadiah from anty hana arrived a week ago!!!Yey...now Qisha can sleep soundly...muahs!!

Its really a miracle this rocker...even daniel loves it...=)..thank you hana banana!

Daniel tengah demam panas this week..I am really worried...masalah dia demam daniel kejap panas and then kejap baik...doctor kata kalau by tommorow its still like that terpaksa admit hospital...aduh...risau betullaaa..minggu ni saja anak bujang saya tu dah jadi kurus melidi..